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Love You Love Me“You’re the one I love”Love You Love Me by heartxofxchains
But he turned the other way
So I said it to his spine and I guess that was okay
I say to you
There’s nothing left that I can do
Cause there’s nothing left of me except the broken parts of you
You thought that I
Could fix the problems in your head
But my hands are just like hammers. They just strike until you’re dead
And lately I
Think of the future and the past
And how they are eternal but the present never lasts
But I digress
And shred the broken parts of you
Cause destruction of myself is just a healing process too
I tried to hit
The highest high note of the song
But it was one of those where no one else would sing along
I’m just alone
And just as broken as you are
But I’ve got aging on my skin along with several battle scars
I learn to grow
And you didn’t seem to know
When you told me I should never change I’d already let you go
So here’s to us
No here’s to me and here’s to you
Another Word for LoveI want to take her by the handAnother Word for Love by heartxofxchains
Lead her gently into the dark
And crush her between my fists
Blow the dust and ashes off my fingertips
And not leave a single trace behind
I want to devour her
To swallow her whole
And feel the push and pull of tidal waves behind my throat
Coursing through my veins
I want to destroy her
Blow her to smithereens
Feel her slip through my hands and caress her remains
I want to love her
Rip my heart out for her
Dump my contents out on a table
And watch my insides quiver softly
Feel an emptiness in my core
I want to need her
And shove her through the eye of a needle
Lock her up in the hole inside my soul
She says I’m going to ruin her
I say she’s going to be the death of me
Fissures DisruptedSo what happened was that I thought I could save you.Fissures Disrupted by heartxofxchains
I thought I could make it all okay.
A quick pull of the trigger.
You wanted it.
Don't look at me like that.
YOU WANTED IT.
So I did what I had to.
And when your body hit the floor.
There was this...This.
Thought that went through my head.
A zing! Across the fissures
That this is it.
you and me.
We are eternal because after all of this
you're not dead.
You're still here. In my mind and I CAN'T CAN'T CAN'T CAN'T get you out.
And you’ve made it clear that you're here.
God. You're still here.
You're smothered in blood.
I've washed you, cleansed you in a righteous red
And the feeling oozes through me
Plasmatic control flows through my veins
You free me.
You are free, you hear me?
And when freedom rings it blows out my inner ear
the trigger pulled too close to the outer shell.
I don’t hear the thud of a body and I feel as if I am floating.
And the words I
It's Never Okay, But Nevers' Are OkayHe’d recite your name as if it was a prayer and maybe, in a sense, it was. Part devotion and part blind faith. One hundred percent desperation. Between the crinkles of the sheets and the crinkles of his eyes as he grins, he takes your breath away and it’s as if you never learned how to breathe.It's Never Okay, But Nevers' Are Okay by heartxofxchains
I. In the bee farm, you stand in a blizzard of bees, a smile drawn across your face as you watch him hide behind glass windows. “You’re crazy.” He mouths, shaking his head in horror. You laugh and shout that the bees won’t sting. He shakes his head, unbelieving. When you step back inside with a cup of honey you hide two welts under your sleeves. He finds them as he kisses down your arms a week later and asks if they hurt. “You kissed them better.” You say with a serious face and he calls you an idiot.
II. He sings when he doesn’t know you are listening. “Take a load off Faaanny,” he croons, lying on the sofa as you l
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I try to be a fancy poet. (I hope I succeed sometimes)
I draw anime, too. (but I probably won't put many drawing on here)
I'm a passionate person (on the inside)
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