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United States
just another teenage girl writing angsty poetry
trying to write more often
it'd be cool if you stuck around

if you want to find me, i'm on tumblr. you could drop by and say hi or something


This is not what I had planned on becoming
Believing I believe in my being

We are all battling the fear
That the voices inside of our heads
Will reach our ears

It’s a race, that’s all it really is
From the bottom to the top

Surface analysis, resurfacing and facing the monsters
We used to see

And seeing becomes believing
And hearing becomes a receding
Echo       you thought you’d be able to tell

The difference between
A rabbit and a wolf
But they’re both wild beings

And you
          thought you’d be able to tell
If you were sick
And you’re quite unwell, unaware

Your hair in your hand and your foot in your mouth
I thought speaking would help
But the voices don’t help, they just are

And the problem with being
Is you don’t know if this is the end

Or just the beginning
My Being and Unbecoming
okay, so i've been gone for a while
even the deviantart logo has changed! amazing

sorry for not posting anything for so long. i've been in a slump
The red is a sea and the sea is a dream
Of amber bubbles and firefly fish
A volcano of steam and hot-sauna sun
Inside the world’s largest fish tank
But dreams are for heads and the rest is for bodies
Oceanic and everlasting and ever-changing
And the salt that fills my lungs is
A reconstruction of my insides
It burns like iced liquid and soothes like soft flames
And my organs fall prey to seasoning
I’m drowning and all it is
Is just adding in the preservatives
“You’re the one I love”
But he turned the other way
So I said it to his spine and I guess that was okay

I say to you
There’s nothing left that I can do
Cause there’s nothing left of me except the broken parts of you

You thought that I
Could fix the problems in your head
But my hands are just like hammers. They just strike until you’re dead

And lately I
Think of the future and the past
And how they are eternal but the present never lasts

But I digress
And shred the broken parts of you
Cause destruction of myself is just a healing process too

I tried to hit
The highest high note of the song
But it was one of those where no one else would sing along

I’m just alone
And just as broken as you are
But I’ve got aging on my skin along with several battle scars

I learn to grow
And you didn’t seem to know
When you told me I should never change I’d already let you go

So here’s to us
No here’s to me and here’s to you
And here’s to everything and anything we said we ought to do

But didn’t do
Because the stakes were much too high
Though the price to pay was nothing more than saying a goodbye

I guess that’s much
Too much to ask when we align
And the cost of being free was more than you and me combined

We are worth less
Than those worthless to the core
So let’s just stick together while together we’re worth more

It’s hard to breathe
When you have knives instead of lungs
And each word you try to say just brings more blood onto your tongue

So stop your speech
And leave the speaking up to me
And I will lie and lie and lie until the white falls off my teeth

I say I’m fine
As our crossbones intertwine
And the black flag rises slowly with your skull engulfing mine

It isn’t you
But it also isn’t me
Because nothing you have said has given me the chance to leave

So here I stay
As my eyelids wear away
And though I try to close my eyes your contours are engraved

Inside my head
So I guess that this is it
No more worries, no more setbacks, no more “ignorance is bliss”

I’m here to stay
And I know you’ll do the same
Since we only have each other and only each other to blame
Love You Love Me
sneep snop

this is a song and if you imagine a ukelele strumming softly in the background that would be nice
or maybe that would sound a little spongebob-ish
I want to take her by the hand
Lead her gently into the dark
And crush her between my fists
Blow the dust and ashes off my fingertips
And not leave a single trace behind

I want to devour her
To swallow her whole
And feel the push and pull of tidal waves behind my throat
Coursing through my veins

I want to destroy her
Blow her to smithereens
Feel her slip through my hands and caress her remains

I want to love her
Rip my heart out for her
Dump my contents out on a table
And watch my insides quiver softly
Feel an emptiness in my core

I want to need her
And shove her through the eye of a needle
Lock her up in the hole inside my soul

She says I’m going to ruin her
I say she’s going to be the death of me
  • Mood: Lazy
i haven't been on here since january...
i feel like school has just drained my creative juices
trickling down the pipes

there it goes

my motivation to write

(i've been drawing a lot more, though)

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SilverInkblot Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the devWatch :D
RJBG Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2014
Thanks for the fav !
Thaismorel Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2013
Hey! Do you take request ? :)
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Rose-Eclipse Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Tag a quality deviant, You're it! Quality doesn't mean that you to have a lot of followers, or a boat load of messages. To me Quality just means that you're nice to other people, and now you deserve to be happy in turn. So hey if you get this message, it means someone is telling you that they love you as you are, and they don't care how much followers you have. Please send this to #? deviants who you think deserve it. Even if you break the chain, it's okay nothing will happen. But it’s just Right to let someone know that you love them! (In a purely platonic way of course
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overdestiny Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for acknowledging my work :)
slowlysailing Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
thanks for the fave dear! :heart:
akarra Featured By Owner May 12, 2012  Student Writer
If you're interested, there's another short poem contest. This time I'm asking for haiku: [link]
akarra Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2012  Student Writer
Thank you so much for contributing to the short poem contest! You've been promoted: [link]
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